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The Reasons I Love You

by Carrie Sue

I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing your voice I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much you dislike them, or who they are. And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you. But the main reason I love you is because..... You are you!

without a word

without a word i felt ur love

without a word u gave me love

i keep it all here

even ur breathe holding onto ur deep inside here

but u're just leaving me,

without a word my love throws me away

what will i have 2 say

the words on my lips were surprise themselves

all came without a single words

without a word im waiting for love

without a word im hurt because of love

my soul has left, im became a fo0l

i just lo0k the sky and crying

without a word seperation come 2 me

i couldn't even prepare i had let u go

my heart feels like its having a stinging pain

it all come without a single words

without a word u come

without a word u left

just like a fever

maybe its only hurt for a while

but the scars will be left forever,,,,,

~without a word~

2010